Oct 24 2007
Have I failed at life?
Laughing all the way asked:
I am 18 almost 19 I am living in residence it’s my first year of university I’m not doing so well. I don’t have many friends, I wish I had more. I’ve never had a boyfriend I think I should learn to love myself before I get one. I think I might be depressed, but I don’t know what I’m depressed about. I only speak 2 1/2 languages everyone else here knows at least 4. I procrastinate, I stay up all night then I fall asleep in class. I haven’t learned much here. I think I’m going to fail all my finals. My roommate hates me. I’ve never kissed anybody sober. I’m ugly and I’m getting fatter every day. I’m running low on ADD medication, and I need more desperately. I have a $150 library fine because I lost a book. I’m not smart enough to be in university.
I’m so average and non interesting… I **** at sports, art, school, and music. It seems like I **** at everything.
I am 18 almost 19 I am living in residence it’s my first year of university I’m not doing so well. I don’t have many friends, I wish I had more. I’ve never had a boyfriend I think I should learn to love myself before I get one. I think I might be depressed, but I don’t know what I’m depressed about. I only speak 2 1/2 languages everyone else here knows at least 4. I procrastinate, I stay up all night then I fall asleep in class. I haven’t learned much here. I think I’m going to fail all my finals. My roommate hates me. I’ve never kissed anybody sober. I’m ugly and I’m getting fatter every day. I’m running low on ADD medication, and I need more desperately. I have a $150 library fine because I lost a book. I’m not smart enough to be in university.
I’m so average and non interesting… I **** at sports, art, school, and music. It seems like I **** at everything.
